i wish i could change myself up a little bit.
you know, not be so insecure sometimes.
but i dont think that day will ever come.
at least that's how i feel right now on top of being sick and contemplative.
i can't let myself slip again. its not only heartbreaking for me but heartbreaking for others. its so unbelievably hard! i hate it!
i just have to keep attempting to be strong. it has to pass eventually, right?
peace and love
lauren.
