Monday, March 23, 2009

taking one for the team.

i really should update this more often. i'm sorry that i don't. not like too many people read this business any way.

same old same old. i've been up to no good as usual. its terrrrrible, i know!

life is hectic, but such is life.. i'm learning to accept the things i cannot change and to deal with life's blows. i had an awesome conversation with my best friend tonight that was truly needed, and it was exactly what i needed. 

i dont really know what else to say. life is going. 

peace and love,
lo

Sunday, March 8, 2009

set me up.

i wish i understood why we can fall in love, get hurt, and then feel like once you've been broken hearted, you feel like you can't love much any more.

tell me i fell in love too fast. that's okay with me. i did it at my own pace, and it worked for me. I fell in love with a person who says they were in love with me. it made sense. i mean it would, right? you legitimately care about someone, and they care the same for you. 

fall in love. i dare you.
the words said then "i love you!" "i love you too!"
now it;s "i love you" "..."
ouch. i'm not trying to be dramatic here, but that is really extremely hurtful. how can someone fall out of love so quickly?

so much has happened this week. i wish i could turn back time and just be happy with them. i did love them. i still do. in love? im trying to fall out. if anyone has any advice please let me know. i would love to start feeling better.